Last minute suicide

What if I told you a secret
something no one knows?
What if I told you
the scars aren’t just scars anymore?
What if I told you
the white is now an irritated red,
and the thoughts in my head
scream for death.
What if I told you
I’m scared to be alone,
or that I’m breaking down,
and everybody thinks its just a joke.
What if I told you I’m serious
about everything I say?
If I told you its too late
would you hold me while I cry?
Because baby it’s too late for me
tonight is the night I die.